chejoori mitoonam fekr nakonam behet?

khodaya!
kaash manam mesle m. boodam. kash manam paaye yeki vaymistadam. kash manam ... dashtam.
khodaya!
hamishe hame ja komakam kardi
hamishe behtarinha ro behem dadi
hamishe raahe talasho behem neshoon dadi
to in mored ham komakam kon plz
daram mochale misham az tanhaee
I can't stand anymore
can't
please

just for you

engar dastat sarde sarde

gofti boro! tanha bemoon

dige nemitoonam
khasteye khastam


dare cheshmam abre baroon
roo gooneham shode ravoon

raftio rafti
tanha mimoonam

ta akhare omr vasat mikhoonam

hala raftio man tanhatarin ashegham roo zamin

tanha khateratam to boodi faghat hamin



hala rafti o man ...

vaay ke che kard in dastane laleye sadegh hedayat. hesse emshabe man bood. hessi ke khodamo jaye khodadad gozashtam.
namardi kard dar hagham?
nemidoonam
faghat midoonam ke sard shod
midoonam ke nemitoonest do nafaro doos dashte bashe o ba yeki zendegi kone
bayad entekhab mikard
entekhab kard
va tebghe mamool entekhabesh man naboodam
yade oon roozi oftadam ke tayarani behem goft man to ro entekhab nakardam

In god I trust. I'm between multiple ways.
My god! help me do the best!
I trust you. please help me!
amen